I’ve always had what my mom called the wearies. Even as a child I would shake my legs to fall asleep. I remember my cousin shaking her whole body to get to sleep. This was more normal than not in my family, so why would I question it?
I’m getting ready to retire in a few years so a round of medical appointments and routine screening. My generalist was not happy with the non specific pain in my legs and my chronic exhaustion. He sent me to a neurologist. What seems like a million questions later and his diagnosis, broken brain. Actually, low dopamine levels. Just talking about my history of sleep walking, sleeping a few hours a night, waking up and trying to fall back to sleep resulted in almost no sleep night before last. I’ve started on a very low dose of a drug given to RLS and Parkinson’s sufferers. It’s so low that I didn’t expect to really notice any difference. I managed to sleep approximately six hours straight through and was able to get out of bed before the third alarm went off.
Don’t get me wrong, I’m still exhausted. Just much less exhausted. I’m hopeful that I will someday soon wake up rested and wonder at the experience. Just think how much Mrs. Winchester could get done if the hammer didn’t feel like it weighed a ton and I could keep my eyes open!